i am me nobody else and nobody else can tell me who i am i have come to this world not knowing who i am supposed to be yet this world seems to tell me who i am supposed to be i say no as i have said for a thousand times the world should not have bothered me in the first place for i am in the first place my own unbothered world i have come to this world not knowing what i am supposed to do yet this world this world is telling me to shut the fuck up to leave my thoughts behind to make myself unrecognizable by my own self only to be recognized by this world while it suffocates itself and me i say no as i have said for a thousand times the world should know me as to how i have known myself yet for a thousand times more i still have to know myself again and again and again and again speaking up for myself thinking on my own making myself recognizable by my own world and by this world and to not forget to breathe and to not forget myself altogether i have come to this world not knowing where i should go yet this world seems to know as all histories tell where i should have been i say no as i have said for a thousand thousand times i already have come to my own senses have come most definitely to where i am supposed to be arriving finally at my own world knowing my own self completely and recognizably comfortable with all i have been to the world should forget to tell me things that itself seems to forget too for i have already forgotten and forgiven myself and the world has to too as i already know who i am i know what i am supposed to do i have come where i should be and precisely calm with what ever comes in between for nobody else can tell me who i am and nobody else i am me

1 september 2022